Alright, I'm going OBS tmr! I know it might be physically and even mentally challenging but bring it on! What ching said made sense. I'm probably only gonna do this once in my lifetime, since if I were to go there in the future I would need to look for my own instructor etc etc which is a pretty tedious process. So now that the school has provided this opportunity for us, I should treasure it? Haha go there with an open mind and leave all the stress and everything from the past few months behind in Singapore! (oh wait a min, isn't pulau ubin a part of singapore too, LOL?)

Although I don't really know any of my group watch mates I'm sure it would still be alright! Like since idk when, I have always been thrown into an environment where idk anyone there and am supposed to start afresh and get to know more people? Haha I guess this isn't such a bad thing either :P JIAYOUS WATCH 15! we will have fun these few days together hehe (: kayaking, rope climbing, trekking etc etc.

Oh yes, I really hope the mosquitoes and sand flies don't see anything in me :X just treat me as enemy and stay faraway Shoo ._. I really really really do not want those scars which some of my friends got back as 'souvenirs' from OBS omg :X haha, and yeah in case anyone texts me, pls be aware that my phone is left comfortably in my house! I can't bear to bring it to OBS to weather the whole camp with me hee. Anyways, it will just get confiscated so might as well leave it at home? LOL.

So yepp, I'm gonna sleep soon coz I think I would really need that energy? See ya phone in four days time and in the meantime, wish me luck in suriving! I WILL make it home alive and happy (of course craving for a good bath) but yes, basically contented (:

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'Fice frogs are sitting on a log, 4 decide to jump off. How many are left? Answer: 5. Why? Because deciding & doing are not the same thing' (something I got from twitter and felt that it kinda makes sense :) So yes, my decision, my choice to view OBS in an optimistic way. So now it's time to make those thoughts into actions :D