at least I got the chance to do stuff that I wanted to today. woke up slightly later (9.30) in months like really (trust that we were still discussing about having a life yesterday wth) it used to be sleeping in on most saturdays since sundays are for me to do stuff but ever since the WSC competition trainings started, i had to forgo that D: but i guess it's sth worthwhile? okay technically, i would have to make it worthwhile this saturday and sunday. gahh stressed ttm and there's still a stack of notes i have yet to study like art and music o.o those two are like the hardest subjects for me zomg.

and last night i'd just finished watching forest gump! okay the movie was alright and i seriously feel sorry for that guy :X he didn't get to have his happy ending after all and although i have yet to read the analysis given by the organizers about this film, i felt that most of his successes were actually because of his personality, his willingness to sacrifice for others. i.e. the reason why he got that medal was because he wanted to rescue his friend and in the end although his friend died, he managed to save a bunch of other people AND the reason why he was able to become a millionaire was because he wanted to fulfill his (dead) friend's wish of setting up some shrimp company :o (and of course investing in Apple's shares LOL)

so it did make me think. perhaps sometimes it doesn't happen that often in real life. like even if you sacrifice so much of your time and effort for others, you might not even get the kind of 'success' that you want. and this is reality. (and that's why it's called a film. fiction fiction and mere fiction).

ahh, tonight i'm gonna finish my LA report and hmm should i send it for vetting? i really cannot take anymore hostile replies or i might just blow my top zomg. maybe i should, maybe i shouldn't but whatever. flip a coin! and tmr, before going to science centre i'm going to finish my summary for the WSC notes on modern metropolis (thankfully it's geog. geog that i learnt last year :D) yepp, hopefully all the stuff i have learnt from all the training sessions (which i sacrificed so many other things for) diffuse into my head when i sleep on my notes tonight. from a region of higher concentration to a region of lower concentration LOL.

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i'm a fox on a mission you're challenging the best here


p.s. OMG, and will you pls just stop preaching about stuff which are so so so so unimportant to me (okay to make it fair, maybe it's important to you but gosh, it's so freaking not to me)