zzz, okay the past few days have been pretty sucky. sick so practically stuck at home. and it's kinda difficult to even complete homework so practically no mugging done ._. gosh, i really need to read up on homeostasis and hmmm, there's still chinese tingxie! it's like so darn unfair. at least he should warn us that tingxie would be coming up and POP us like that. seriously, even if we fail, it's so not our fault for not being able to pick up the words in such a short span of time. sighhhh

and then ooh, malay compo! i really hope cikgu means what she says that she doesn't mind us writing in simple malay coz seriously, the compo i have written is far from a sec 2 native malay student. i also super worried about failing my malay O levels. according to the trend she had shown us in class that day, there were 2 students who failed every year. will that happen to me this year? okay, i know the reason i joined MSP was really epic (coz   i we thought that we needed to submit all the forms!) but i realised that this whole third lang thing actually mattered to me. i remember my first oral.. X:

hopefully, my ability to 'guess' the meaning of malay sentences continues to be that proficient. i also need to ask someone to teach me grammar! i have tried reading up on wiki, random websites on google but i'm still close to clueless on when to use "meng", "ber", "kan" or what-so-ever. only "ter" HAHA fail. everything else that appear in my composition is just based on my intuition >< but i made an effort not to check my dearest english-malay dictionary while doing the compo. what she said made sense, i will not be bringing that to the exam hall so might as well exercise my creativity and learn how to paraphrase what i wanna say into some simpler sentence?

okay, i shall go sleep now? okay soon. i'm still really tired even after resting so much .__. maybe that's the definition of being sick? you need loads of rest for uhh, cell division? LOL, white blood cells! XD selamat malam semua :D

life still goes on with or without you.