zzz, okay the past few days have been pretty sucky. sick so practically stuck at home. and it's kinda difficult to even complete homework so practically no mugging done ._. gosh, i really need to read up on homeostasis and hmmm, there's still chinese tingxie! it's like so darn unfair. at least he should warn us that tingxie would be coming up and POP us like that. seriously, even if we fail, it's so not our fault for not being able to pick up the words in such a short span of time. sighhhh

and then ooh, malay compo! i really hope cikgu means what she says that she doesn't mind us writing in simple malay coz seriously, the compo i have written is far from a sec 2 native malay student. i also super worried about failing my malay O levels. according to the trend she had shown us in class that day, there were 2 students who failed every year. will that happen to me this year? okay, i know the reason i joined MSP was really epic (coz   i we thought that we needed to submit all the forms!) but i realised that this whole third lang thing actually mattered to me. i remember my first oral.. X:

hopefully, my ability to 'guess' the meaning of malay sentences continues to be that proficient. i also need to ask someone to teach me grammar! i have tried reading up on wiki, random websites on google but i'm still close to clueless on when to use "meng", "ber", "kan" or what-so-ever. only "ter" HAHA fail. everything else that appear in my composition is just based on my intuition >< but i made an effort not to check my dearest english-malay dictionary while doing the compo. what she said made sense, i will not be bringing that to the exam hall so might as well exercise my creativity and learn how to paraphrase what i wanna say into some simpler sentence?

okay, i shall go sleep now? okay soon. i'm still really tired even after resting so much .__. maybe that's the definition of being sick? you need loads of rest for uhh, cell division? LOL, white blood cells! XD selamat malam semua :D

life still goes on with or without you.

yepps, it's just two weeks into the school term and i'm pretty shacked. on average, have been sleeping at about 1am sighhh. okay, partly it's for a good cause? SSEF. basically the next stage of SMP and today's the deadline for the submission of everything! (haha, no worries as i have already submitted everything yesterday :D)

so for the past two weeks since school reopened, xan and i have been "adding more colours" to our already completed masterpiece? of course, we also had to do a research plan (which we just realised we needed to do such a thing just a few days before) that is quite difficult for a non-experimental based project X:

our previous teacher mentor has also left the school and thus, we had a new teacher a new teacher mentor which happens to be my chem teacher! zomg, i think she's super nice and i'm really thankful for her. without her, i think our report would still be quite hmm, lacking in standard? woah, her feedback is constructive ttm and i think she would make a great mentor to any project. although she has only worked with us for a few weeks, i kind of have the feeling that she knows more about our project than any of our mentors. coz she reads it and at least tries to understand. not that i'm saying any of my other mentors are not doing it, but she's just good. :D

haha, after the first 'chit-chat' session about our project, despite not knowing anything about it, she could still give us some advice and through it, i realised that our report really didn't sound scientific and we had to do sth about it. i think the only reason why we didn't get participation for SMP is because of the poster comp, that was our saving grace. if it's just solely based on our report, i doubt we could have gotten anything. yes some might argue that we are just too strict with ourselves since after all we are the ones doing the whole research thingo, so obviously we would have to know all the flaws of the system, and judge our system harshly but i'm really really afraid that we might not be able to make it this time. the prejuding for SSEF if i'm not wrong, is just solely based on our report. and i fear that even after 'polishing' it up, it is still not up to standard. D:

to top everything up, i don't think any year 4 group got into the final round (meaning getting to present in March) of SSEF. :C but as usual, it's a good experience (even if it's tiring). at least i have managed to improve my first non school based project and i guess it might be useful in the future 8D of course, i need to thank her for taking time out of her busy schedule to read through our report, rushing back to school to meet us, calling/SMS-ing me to answer my questions etc. TYVM! (:

i'm gonna sleep early tonight (random) :D i think i truly deserve the rest HAHA.

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nope, i don't care if we qualify anot. nope i don't. D:
but no matter what, the experience's worth it.

yepps, today's the first day of school. haha, okay first day of school for another year LOL, but not exactly my first in DHS (unlike my sis ><). apparently, i guess all the teachers who used to teach my class disappeared. really! all literally all of them were different sigh. gotta start getting used all over ._.

haven't met our form teacher yet (though we already know who she is) but we would probably see her tmr. there's bio LOL. everything's just not the same anymore.

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yepps, so don't you dare offend me. HAHA(: credits: leilockheart.net

okay yep! i'm back (and it's already a new year!). so school's starting tmr and i'm not ready to say my goodbye to my holidays D: and i'm also unsure if i'm ready to start school next this year, year 4 in DHS.

i know next year's gonna be hiong. gotta mug? okay even if i don't i know everyone else around me would XD so yeah, follow the crowd? :O and maybe by a stroke of luck, everything will turn out okay like it always does i'm kinda sick of stuff not going my way HAHA. (quote ching "then you give them GPS to go your way!" :)

since everyone's doing this, i'm also going to do it. i'm going to list down stuff i have wen through this year.

1.meeting the whole of 3MIA. it's really a cool class (although many say we are mugger -.-) met loads of nice people, did loads of fun(ny) stuff and turned HORNY (according to them, not me. i'm still as pure as ever ^^). got into class comm too! :D
2.some poster comp at Republic poly. super embarassing as my group completely didn't know what was a poster comp like. went to the comp with our torn and tattered poster... oops.
3.not coping well in the first few mths (in terms of studies) but managed to turn the tables around in the second term so GPA was fine (:
4.continue to stay in contact with my haggies and my car. HAHA, esp my car since we practically still SMS like everyday :D
5.first class outing? i remember it was a dinner after sports day at TM? then sat around and played bridge! ooh, and i discovered the 'math' behind it XD
6.ooh, i wonder if this sounds significant but my chem teacher drew an eye on my first chem common test paper. LOL, first time someone drew on my test paper -.-
7.chem VIVA. epic, i almost said calcium carbonate was flour. wth.
8.SMP, chionging to meet mentor after school and the agony of coming up with sth to research on XD i will always remember that.
9.almost got full marks for second chem common test. (but got 19 in the end coz the teacher felt that the answer was not accepted :X)
10.failed chinese summary for common test as i went to summarise the wrong para -.- (damn the stupid one-liner first paragraph. i didn't even see that!)
11.chem ws got circled all over as i wrote my state symbols below the compounds instead of next to it ><>and horny
14.BSP CAMP! 铁三角 <3!>really proud of it :D:D
18.Youth day! painted our class montage with my hands HAHA. (:
19.planned for POP. haha, wanted to do a dance but then hmmm, no time ><>though not all the time
23.hosted some korean people and sang winter sonata in malay XD wore a baju kurung too!
24.managed to mugg kinda hard? LOL, and it was worth it :D
25.shanghai trip, super cool. love the place, love the experience and of course, i love the friends i made too 8D
26.YVIP, another group of people which i meet too and haha, loads of new experiences ;D
27.ANCO, again, NEW EXPERIENCE. sleeping at 3am, rushing from place to place, but also, having fun in the midst.
28.watching loads of movie this holidays XD
29.going out with family at least once a week during the hols

okay, so this list can be much longer but i decided to cut some of it. haha, if not i might seem too egoistic! XD sigh, i should go get ready for school? which means completing my last piece of holiday hw, NYAA.

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everything's gonna turn out fine. i just know it. (: