alright, i will be going for another camp again. haha, but i guess this is also gonna be a new experience as it is a CIP camp? haven't been to such a camp before and LOL, i seriously wonder what we are gonna do there. listen to talks on how to serve people? HAHA, kinda sounds like SJ. For the Service of Mankind

but then again, this camp has been going around for 22 years, so it's definitely kinda cool for it to be able to continue for such a long time! hope it doesn't turn out boring or anything. i'm still gonna keep my hopes high! good news, i'm also kinda done with the packing too! and i think this is the first time my camping bag feels so light that it surprises my hands too. i was half expecting to be lunging some heavy bag along to sembawang mrt station tmr -.- (okay, probably coz my luggage i brought to shanghai was pretty heavy. 13kg! HAHA.)

yupp speaking about shanghai, for the past few days, i was busy with the reflection and woo hoo~ i'm finally done with it. NOT. just received another email from my teacher saying that she plans to submit it to some newspaper editor and that person is gonna publish it on <爆米花> on 8th dec IF we manage to...? frankly, i'm also not sure what we are supposed to do as i barely understood her email. are we like suppose to do a personal reflection each? or edit the compiled reflection which i sent her the previous time?

hmmm, and we still have to look for 3 pictures to put in the article. plus captions! LOL, she also gave us so many questions to ponder and ZOMG, she wants it by this week? gahh, i'm going for camp tmr until friday. GG. luckily i can still bring my mobile phones and use it? (yeah, i'm still in Sg. 3G FTW! :) hopefully i can pull through this and HAHA, get the article done? to satisfaction.

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yes i may be a dreamer. but please do not insult me. credits: leilockheart.net

whoo~ enjoyed today ttm <3 went out with the people i got to know in shanghai meaning Hui Li from Nan Hua, the cat high people and of course us DHS peeps ;D met at 10am in the morning as we wanted to catch the 1030 Harry Potter movie LOL. the movie was still quite okay larh, though the ending was pretty -.- haha, was sitting next to Hui Li and can see that she is pretty scared of 'evil' stuff like the bad guys and the snake (if you watched the movie you should know what i mean).

quote Hui Li "Th whole freaking movie is scary. Th bad people look like some halloween freaks. OMG." LOL, really wonders how she watch horror movies or worse still, gore. gotta admit it, i am also quite disgusted by gore :X it's so much horrible than looking at some ghost popping out to scare you. the image of a bleeding man seems to be etched in my mind for a longer period of time D:

not to forget the achievement of the day, we managed to beat the hi-score at basketball! though after that we really felt that our hands were dying oops :X but nevertheless, WE ROCK <3



awesome (: and i realised that you kinda remind me of someone. just that you are a girl and he is a guy. But you two are really really similar in terms of personality and even your actions. here is smt i completely agree with! (agrees to a full extent)



i'm getting over you. most of the time. credits: leilockheart.net

haha, i can't believe i woke up so early today like at 930? i thought i would sleep until 11am or smt. i know the old me, meaning the me in year 2 wouldn't have give up any single opportunity to sleep LOL. trust me, i would sleep until 1pm last time. so frankly, i think year 3 has changed me a lot. i no longer crave sleep that much? i can sleep at 1am and still be up at 9am (6am if it's a normal school day) the next day! so making i'm kinda immune to lack of sleep already?

Alright, I'M BACK! after one week of heaven I would say? This trip has been both enjoyable and stressful to me really. Have made many new friends and I think I know a little more about myself too :) of course, not to forget the shopping both for myself and buddies haha. As usual, I have kinda placed everyone else above myself and got tons of presents but just a little (haha according to my definition? XP) for myself. Will blog more specifically about each day on the following days but will just give a general gist of my whole trip now lah. After all, I have been sort of disconnected from the world for the last SEVEN days and since I'm still surviving perfectly and have enjoyed myself ttm :D

So of course, learning point number one: I can survive without the use of facebook, blogger, chatting BUT trust me, I do miss you guys loads. On the other hand, this really gave me more time to meet and get to know more people, both my own team mates and those from other schools. And I do feel a little reluctant to leave shanghai (especially now when I'm on the plane and doing all the reflection stuff ._.). Oh how I wish this few days really went by much slowly and I had made full use of all the interaction times available :X

Btw, i'm typing this on my hp now while on the plane to post this later once I get my internet connection so Yupp, pardon me for all the typo mistakes larh XP don't think I will have the energy to do this later at home as I am feeling supper tired after sleeping only about an hour plus for the previous two nights but trust me, all this lack of sleep is so worth it. And I would gladly do it again if I were to relive those moments HAHA :) after getting home will most probably just bathe (haha, I really really really do need a bath :x) and lie on the bed to facebook and wait till sleep takes over XD

Will upload ALL the photos I have taken throughout this trip on facebook and try as much as possible to stay in contact with all the people I have met and interacted with throughout this trip. sigh, why does good things always seem to go by so quickly? Gahh

-- p.s. I thought that I have finally gotten over you. But in actual fact, I'm actually still looking for your replacement. This realization is just shocking after reviewing all the similarities in the choices I have made. I know this should not be the way?

Good night world!

Haha, so yupp. I’’m gonna be sitting on an airplane tomorrow morning at 5am. Probably would reach shanghai by this time. Woah, and my one week there will begin! Quite excited but come on, who won’t be? Mentioning about airplanes, this song keeps playing in my head recently.

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars. I could really use a wish right now.

For now, let’s say that the only wish I have for the next one week or so is for both of our school presentation to turn out fine. At the very least, everyone doesn’t think that our presentation fail or something :D so yupp, I have memorized both scripts for our own school presentation already. The combined one should be alright. OH YEAH, I still need another wish. That is for me not to die of anxiety, nervousness or of course the cold especially during the time of presentation. So with that, I really hope I have a great experience (:

Zomg, cass is really posting almost everything that I like! The cats are really good my gosh. Comel ttm! *squeals* credits: cookieseller.tumblr.com

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yeah, i really like this quote. just like this shanghai trip. no matter what, i will definitely gain some experience. whether it is good or bad. and i will emerge stronger than i was before too :D

i will never know until i try. credits: leilockheart.net

oops, didn't blog yesterday as i was busy figuring out exactly what to bring so as to fit into my luggage and bag :X was quite a fruitful day. managed to go to BOTH sj and rehearsal! :D you really can't deny that i'm pro ttm. (: the script for our own school presentation is finalised (so i can start memorising to perfection) already YAY.

alright, gotta make this quick. haha, have to leave the house at about 5pm to go to catholic high (first visit :O) for a meeting with the teacher and my partner. we have a lot of stuff to finalise as after all it is a collaboration. LOL. 6.30pm!

gosh, hope the script i have done up for the ppt is alright. as in like, i know my chinese is not all that proficient （我有自知自明的！）but at least i hope it sounds fluent and has a little bit of standard? :X after all i am representing DHS right? ._.

hmmm, i'm supposed to be memorizing my script for tmr. both the presentation and role play script. the teacher wants a FLAWLESS rehearsal and i'm starting to feel the stress again. hope my meeting later will turn out fine. and a late dinner again today? (not my main worry, or maybe i won't worry about that at all since now my mind is probably filled with chinese words and how to put forth them into a coherent sentence -.-)

okay i should go now, to memorise my stuff. to make it perfect. (HAHA:)

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interesting i feel (: sometimes the hardest part in life is to move on and let go. for example, if (no, i should say when, since making mistakes is inevitable. that's life and you just gotta accept it. nobody's perfect.) you make a mistake, everyone else in the world might have already forgiven you and have even forgotten about that whole incident but no matter what, you will still feel the guilt. the reason?

you have yet to forgive yourself and are still chatising yourself every night before you go to bed.

credits: cookieseller.tumblr.com

woke up at about 8 today. wanted to wake up at 745 but overslept (did i use this word right? yes right? XP) then dashed off in a hurry to catch the bus to tampines MRT to give my dear her stuff LOL. haha, see saya so nice right? EGO!

afterthat went home and bought breakfast. ate till about 930 and played tap tap! zomg, i can't believe how addictive this game is! i can just take a seat and start pressing some buttons for the next hour. the next moment i look up "GOSH, an hour has passed!" -.-

decisions, decisions and more decisions.



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credits: leilockheart.net

OMG, today i just made an amazing discovery! i HAVE been working with the wrong person for the project all the time! okay, as in like oh god he's not the guy that's supposed to be presenting with me? *gawks*

so everyone's gonna chiong (or maybe start) everything now? HAHA, i just pray i can memorize the script. let's start reminiscing, exactly how many scripts did i attempted to drill inside my head this year? hmmm, immediately these 2 popped out. very simply IDMI and SMP.

fortunately, those 2 pulled off pretty well in the end, thank fate (: but the only difference now is this third script apparently is in CHINESE and it is really putting a test to my abilities HAHA. but nevertheless, i'm gonna use every inch of my strength to do my best. (WOAH!) XD

no one's gonna give up here, no broken promises. (: and sigh, i still don't have the same POV as you. and i still pray that AOP doesn't clash with rehearsal this saturday.



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thank fate the excitement still hasn't died.

credits: leilockheart.net

OMG, YAY. at least today, we managed to finish up the script for our school presentation! both the powerpoint and the roleplay. happy ttm though it was pretty tiring. we started at 9 in the morning and ended at about 7 at night.

so even if we don't exactly win anything, they must at least credit us for the hard work XP not that i'm hinting that some are not even putting in the slightest effort? okay, or maybe they are but just not in the way that i want it ._.

gonna chiong do the script for the combined school presentation. guess if i want everything to turn out just fine (hopefully and it'd better be) i would have to 靠自己. :D sounds like a better prospect to me. and despite all these worries, i'm still quite surprised by the fact that i still look forward to going shanghai. especially how i lay in bed every night and imagine myself there... it's still not that bleak after all ;D

and i'm still coping with MAJOR schedule clashes. SJ and shanghai project. i feel really really bad (trust me), for not being able to turn up for most of the try-outs and meetings. even like tmr, i have to rehearse and this saturday? still have to pray that the teacher does not schedule the meeting time before 1. GAWD. trying my best not to be as stressed up (it's not the school days!). maybe saying it a few more times will actually allow myself to believe it (:


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please remember this. credits: leilockheart.net

credits: leilockheart.net

yes. finally. a new skin as promised :D

let's check it off my "to-do list".

ooh, and don't ask me why the title's "ENSORCELLED". idk it myself too ._. HAHAHA. so now i'm done with that, gonna start working so i'm will not be overwhelmed by guilt.

GO SABBIE! (:

zomg, i can't believe it. i think i'm actually feeling guilty for not working these few days. for just slacking. i keep having the impression of someone admonishing me for not doing any work for eg. "start on your homework my dear" or "complete your project". but hey wait, isn't this the holidays? D:

gahh, maybe i shouldn't be so relaxed. maybe i should complete my chem. my maths. my chinese. my OMG. but how i just wish to continue reading haha :X okay so practice self control sabbie? sigh.

haha i kinda love last week (minus the regret for not doing anything) coz it's really rare that i could just lie on my bed for long periods of time just daydreaming. and not thinking about what's brewing for tmr (impossible to do that during schooldays!) although i know i should be worried about the shanghai project (thus guilty :X) as each second pass, 16 nov is drawing near *gulps*

went to BBQ yesterday at wanlun's house and it was just fun talking to them. i guess i kinda learnt more about myself too in the process: the stuff i truely enjoyed throughout this whole year and those happenings that i will really commit to my memory ;D

ahhh... sometimes it's actually nice to reminisce. about the good times we have had though :D

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nice quote. totally agree with it :D credits: leilockheart.net

haha, yay! finally 3MIA has our first class chalet though it was only like 2 days 1 night but it was cool :D and woah, about 17 people came leh but is quite a great achievment (: thanks ppl for coming! ^^ haha, just woke up after a few hours of sleep and a bath and now posting about what we did for class chalet XP

haha, went out at about 12 yesterday to meet siow and linmin to go shopping for the BBQ items. haha, spent about 55 bucks o.o at the supermarket, we were looking for quite a lot of stuff but we managed to hunt for most of them apart from marshmellows. so no choice, i went to ask one of the shop assistants there. HAHA, so i went up to this lady

"excuse me, may i ask where can i look for marshmellows?"
"huh, you mean what MELONS?" (okay can't blame her coz i was at the vegetables section XP)
"uhh no. marshMELLOWS. it's a type of sweet that is white and soft.."
"what is it in chinese?"
"uhhh.. siow! what is marshmellows in chinese??"

EPIC. but in the end, siow also didn't know what is it called in chinese XP the furthest we could get was 棉花糖 which was cotton candy lol. haha, still linmin the pro-est, managed to find it in the end :D after that had to 'stagger' our way to the bus stop as the items were pretty heavy larh. 6 bottles of drinks + 1kg of crabmeat (-.-) 4 packets of hotdogs, butter, 4 packets of fishballs and other BBQ essentials larh. HENG on the bus, we met lim to help us carry some of the stuff down when we alight from 29! ;D coz we couldn't managed to get the wire mesh and charcoal from NTUC so we had to walk around changi bus terminal to try and get them but guess what? we found out that some of the BBQ essentials we bought at NTUC fairprice were actually more expensive -.- but lucky not by a lot larh :D

after that waited for some people and rushed to call makou not to alight when they reach changi bus terminal as the bus will loop back but in the end wasn't fast enough >< OOH, and while we were rushing to get up the bus, we didn't realised that junhao was in the toilet so.. haha. he was left alone there lorh and had to take the next bus :X actually, our chalet was pretty big (and cheap! only 32 bucks thanks to mr lim :D) with like 3 bedrooms and 2 toilets, 1 kitchen too? LOL. slacked for a while before BBQ and watched huamulan (haha 唧唧复唧唧！the only line i can rmb from the poem XP) and aww, she didn't get together with the guy in the end larh unlike what linmin said -.- LOL.

started BBQ at about 6 and woah, junhao was actually pretty good at starting the fire ^^ (no need 2 hours XP) so we started BBQ, eat and play volleyball! (when chingying arrived with hers :D) as there was kinda a lot of chicken wings left, i ended up feeding the cats there >< tee hee :D at least the food wasn't wasted marh! after went into the chalet and started on my tap-tap spree with junhao. after that it turned to learning how to play mahjong! woah, it was the first time in my life i was playing mahjong by myself (with three other people of course) and i ended up playing for the rest of the night with linmin, siow and various other people until like 4am?? WAHAHAHA. 通宵麻将！

after that went to sleep for about 2.5 hours and woke up to help linmin pack the DVD player to bring back to mr lim in school. ate 2 pieces of chicken wings and some chips for breakfast and continued discussing iphone/itouch apps stuff with cass and nana. helped cass paint her nails too! (hope they look nice and she likes them ><) and before leaving the chalet, played bridge and daidi with nana, jianchong and darien too! WOAH, after a while, i sort of remembered how to play lehh and could even win a few rounds (YAY! :D).

so that was basically the end of class chalet >< but lol, i learnt quite a few (essential) stuff larh. like how to play mahjong ;D hahaha. ooh, and hope the PRCs have a fun time in china too :D

p.s. i think every subject is bent on flooding us with homework for the december holidays. a seven page math assignment jus came in people -.-