haha lol okay today i'm finally 15! (can change the basic info part on my blog liao XP) and if we go according to the hags law is like 1115? wahhh, 千年老幺! LOL, i also realised that since i started sec 1, i have been having a different kind of birthday every year o.o and each year with different people too :P so as for this year, i spent the first half of the day with squad learning aikido ;D haha, it was some martial arts (or rather self defense) thingo and its technique is rather uhhh.. special? coz it makes use of movements to sort of 'disarm' an opponent if he is havin a weapon and you don't ._.

it can also be used in one to one combat. but all these sounds rather similar to other more common types of martial arts such as taekwondo (which reminds me of linmin *shudders*) so what's the unique part? basically, this form of martial arts is purely for 'defence' and cannot attack? (idk that's according to the ppl who taught us though personally i think it can be used for attacking too LOL) haha, and ooh, it does not make use of kicks and punches to overpower the opponent and hence, even if you are meeker and weaker than your opponent, you still can win (okay, according to the people who taught us again ><) haha, but LOL, what i feel is the 'one-of-the-kind' part is that this whole martial arts thingo does not make use of kicks and punches at all. the whole thing is just about twisting the opponent around (yes, i mean literally twisting) until the opponent is in an uncomfortable position (while you are still comfortable) and is forced to surrender (partly due to the searing pain in his muscles/ligament too larh XD)! ^^ also, the moves on how to make the opponent into an uncomfortable position are pretty logical too (though i still couldn't get it for a few times only let me emphaisize, FEW TIMES XP) HOWEVER, i still seem to be powerless against linmin and her taekwondo -.- sigh everything she does seem so 'attack'-ish and LOL, i think if she ever meets a theif on the road or smt (even with a dagger?) he is in for a big surprise XP i think linmin can just break the person arm and 'permanent disable' him larh XD seriously! and there's this move which was taught to us on how to make ourselves 'seem' heavier (you will know why the inverted commas XP) so that it would be harder for our opponent to lift us off the ground. BUT.. even after i attempted, really really attempted to do so, linmin still could lift me off and ground AND spin me around. thanks arh ><

so after aikido went home and ate cake first (peach cake :D)! ooh, thanks for the presents people (siow, irene, yuqian, milk, jac +those who have written and my family! :) after went out shopping and dinner at toby's ;D haha, that was basically my day and i'm left with 2 hours of it XP oooh, thank you to all those who wished me happy birthday on facebook! really appreciate them too <3

p.s. haha, let's not think about when the music will end. for now. ;D

Okay, today is another day of post exam activities and haha. It was actually termed as 'CIP' when in actual fact, it was more similar to a research project whereby everyone has to go out of school (to old airport road -.-) and collect information about the neighbourhood there. Lol, afterwhich we are supposed to dump everything into a newspaper report and paste some pictures? Zzz.

So yeahh, i got the job of a photographer and hence, throughout the whole data collection time, i was going around and spam take photos >< lol, and our group facil at first doesn't seem that nice a one, turned out to be okay? I know she was the one who mostly helped us conduct the interviews and we were literally NEVER left alone? O.o

And as usual, something retarded happened to me too! Lol, exciting right? while examining a drain in that area, I'd actually slipped and fall into it sia. GAHH. Damn you stupid longkang. -.- okay wait, or maybe it isn't that stupid drain's fault but the rain. It made the floor wet, causing me to slip! Lol, i sound so GL :P

Zomg, I really cannot resist not posting even though I should be working on the powerpoint which I will have to show my teacher in charge tomorrow. Gosh, but nvm. I will just take a few minutes. 5min pls. so I’m gonna have to do this quick. HAHA. At least I’m sort of done with my part for the first ppt. now this second one I have to solo do lerh, and I’m still kinda confused though. Sighhh.

Nevertheless, I didn’t receive what to do earlier as I thought I would have to figure it out all by myself what to include in the ppt. and I doubt the teacher from the other school would even contact me but then again, I was actually wrong! The teacher DID try to contact me BUT failed. Coz you know why, she got my email address all wrong! She literally changed my surname from ‘Ho’ to ‘Hu’ and ‘Ha’. Yeah, haha, very funny -.- and after 2 tries, she still hasn’t gotten my hotmail address right. *claps and cheers* ._.

So now just working on it lorh and hope the pdf file is of help (woah, it sounds super cheem in both eng and Chinese!). haha, I think my teacher in charge done a super good job. Rmb how I gave her a super fail one as it was the night before bio test so I mugged first before coming online at 11 plus to translate the Chinese version sent by the other school. Okay, so I thought it was just pure translating but then zomg, I didn’t even know what it was talking about! And yeahh, I don’t even think it fits the project we are supposed to do. To make matters worse, she just spam chengyu(s) with about the same and duh, I can use like the same English word to describe them all?

WTH larh, but I had no choice. It was already in the middle of the night and that thingo was due tmr. So I was sort of forced to submit that piece of crap which I translated and I felt really bad as I knew I didn’t helped out much in finishing that sypnosis. ARGHH :X so so so so sorry D: haiz, for now, just gotta try my best and work hard? LOL. zomg, 7min passed. I must go back and work on my ppt liao. BYE!

p.s. I never knew I was working on a project called “Chinese Contemporary Games” :o
p.p.s. I’m starting to wonder if she really fits the theory

Haha, today was the first post exam activity that we had! cashflow games (: okay, actually the game was quite fun (although at first i thought it sounded boring ><)But nevertheless, I think our group had fun :D and I realised something from the game. Coz in order to sort of “win” the game, my “passive income’ which is basically the amount of money I’m collecting from rentals (of houses) and the shops/stalls I invest in is more than the amount I spend per month. So yupp, each of the player also needs to choose their “occupation” by drawing a random card at the start of the game. As I have realised, I happen to get the occupation with the second highest pay – PILOT. Lol, this sounds quite good right? But in actual fact, NOT. Coz you know why? The expenses of that occupation is freaking high too -.- it’s like what $6K plus? :X so in the end by the end of the game (until the teacher said it was time for us to stop -.-), I still haven’t exceeded the amount of expenses I have! D: (Okay, partly also due to the fact that throughout the game, I have also ‘gained’ 2 children, each adding a liability of $480 ><)

On the other hand, the ironic thing is that linmin, who kenna the occupation with the second lowest income, actually managed to “win” the game first! Although her salary was like only $2k plus per month, her expenses were SO much lesser (like maybe $1k plus). So it was loads easier for her to get her passive income more than her salary as long as she buys the correct shares to help her grow her savings! Haha, interesting right? Really made me realise that things might not look like what they seem larh, even if you seem to be doing very well at the start, it really might not be the case as time goes by >< HAHA. And this game sort of proves it? XP

And after that, had quite an adventure after school too! First time had to ‘use my brains’ in order to have fun lol. With all those planning and yeahh, luck? We managed to achieve what we wanted in the end but yeahh. The movie was quite a let down larh. Didn’t think it was that scary lol. Haha, was like guessing what would happen next throughout the whole thing? LOL. But overall, it was a good experience larh :D

OOH, Mr Lim’s gonna leave DHS too, so it’s like quite sad larh D: I think he’s a great form teacher and super enthu about class outings! Sighhh. And I think he’s style of teaching math is quite good too ._. aiya, don’t think about next year first.(woah, I’m actually planning ahead? ><) Still quite far away? HAHA. And ish also!! Haiz, tmr gonna have sort of like Year 3 MSP farewell lunch – pizza. Sad sad ttm :(

p.s. OMG, suddenly this chinese thingo just popped into my head sia -.- 人有悲欢离合，月有阴型圆缺 HAHAHA LOL. ACC XD

haha okay, haven't been blogging for the past few days (after the class outing post which is still in my "drafts" XP) so yeah. have been out and being busy! but a different kind of busy than the type before the EOYs in other words, busy with mugging. haha, now though it's busy with preparing for other stuff such as shanghai project and not to forget having fun too! (how can i forget this? ><) so yupp ^^

got back my results already and haha, i think i'm pretty happy with them :D it's like i know i shouldn't compare it with those people who are getting like 4.0 GPA but i still can't help but feel a little "sighhh, i could have gained __ marks if i hadn't been careless with (blahh)". On the other hand, what milk said is quite true too. there are like ppl who are failing and worrying about if they can even get a C. so if i got the grade i had wished for, shouldn't i be 知足 and stop complaining? HAHA, and so yeah, i'm not gonna complain :D

so let's just hope for the best and always rmb, if i have gotten this grade (the lowest possible which i had calculated) 2 years ago in year 1 or even just last year, i would be freaking happy. really. don't think i should be sad or anything HAHA :D saya berasa baik (:

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there's no joy in "should have"s. no joy at all.

okay, since I’m still in the slacking mood, I shall blog about class outing on Wednesday! Haha, this is the last marking day already and zomg, we are gonna get back our results soon… hope I did okay ._. *gulps* for physics. Must remember, I will just look at the marks, stare, and say “orh okay”. Will bear no feelings at all (meaning happy or sad?) ._. haha, I really should stop moping (am I even doing that? o.o)

alright, so let’s continue about class outing! (btw, I have tried blogging this with my phone and after typing about 3/4 of the post, my dear hp just restarted and the whole post is gone! Gahhh, quite pissed but nvm. Since I have the time, so will just reblog this using my lappy :D ooh OOH, about half the class came for class outing too :D

started off with lunch at pastamania (the place coz we had the 100 bucks voucher won from level camp :) and we managed to finish the vouchers with four 12 inch (haha, not sure about the size but it’s the biggest pizza sold there 8D) pizzas, one beef lasagna, one dory baked rice, one nachos, one garlic bread plus drinks! Woahhh, we realized how oily the pizza was and started dabbing the pizza with the napkins until they were all “drenched” with oil XD LOL LOL and of course, the guys were giving us their usual o.o stare >< after that had 2 hours to waste before the movie started so went to the open space at TM to play TRUTH AND DARE. Haha, used 终极密码 to decide who to go first and as usual, the lucky me tio lorh. Then chose double dare.

so of course, the lucky me had to do a dare and erm, not as bad as nana's larh i think :D the most epic dare. she was supposed to ask for a sanitary pad from the people around the open area. so there she went. at first, those people were not willing (?) okay, maybe they really don't have, and told her to buy it from watsons or guardian. but after a few sec, they suddenly shouted to us and gave nana one pad. LOL, you should have seen how badly nana was laughing till she was practically rolling on the ground. yupp, it was that bad and you know what? i think if we had recorded that laughter, we could have used it for the night walk and that wil definitely freak everyone out XP

after that went to watch bestseller which was supposed to be some horror movie. so cass and nana were quite freaked out and were listening to their iTouch for the whole duration of the movie LOL. hmmm, but as for me, i think the movie was pretty much gore and yucks, i hate gore not because it's scary but because it is simply disgusting. i really can't stand blood (don't ask me why i joined my cca). i think i might just faint if i see blood spewing out of a person (yes yes, i know that it's not the correct way to describe blood blood alright? -.-) :X

so that was pretty much the class outing and it wasn't that fail at least :D hope class chalet will be good and all the following class outings will be AWESOME. <3 MIA.

Okay, after reading some post by one of my friends, I just felt so… idk how to describe. Concerned? Touched? Maybe enlightened would be a much better word. But I know she shouldn’t be too worried about it coz I know someone else who lived in the exact same predicament as her and is still leading her life well. Really. I should tell her that one day when I have the chance and hopefully it will ease her worries. So today MSP was quite alright, knew my overall grade which was an A. haha, an improvement and sort of a breakthrough. If I’m not wrong, have been getting B for Year 1 and 2 so finally this year, GOT AN A! so I should be exhilarated right? But sadly, NO. gahh, LinMin was actually right about what she told me yesterday. Sadly. D:

Cikgu is going to leave DHS D: and it’s like I rmb in year 1 when he first got into DHS for the first lesson, milk, yulian and I were like, “WAHH, why this teacher so stern de??” but in the end, I guess all of us really enjoyed his lessons ttm! It’s like, he really puts in effort to make the lessons all creative and enjoyable, something I really liked. Especially all the fancy powerpoint games and stuff like that, it really made me look forward to MSP lessons from time to time :D haha, even those projects like making a video on some malay folktale (we got SANG NILA UTAMA! I still rmb) and the comic thingo. It was very cool :D

And the second sad thing. We were invited to Cikgu’s wedding and guess what? I CANNOT GO, coz I will be in shanghai then!! GAHHH. Very sad lehh, sigh. :X haiz, nvm shall not think about it liao. HAHA, class outing tmr snd hope it will be fun! 8D and OOH, I just realized my hp could type Korean today and my dear milk must be exhilarated. LOL, and we were almost late for MSP today? Okay, basically we were still at bedok interchange at about 1110 and we were supposed to reach JH comp lab 3 by 12. I think some miracle must have happened coz we actually reached the place on time and could even go to the toilet to stare at the mirror for about 3 minutes! LOL. great job to us ;D

Haha, my mom and sis are officially in love with my lion and they keep playing with it, saying it’s so cute and stuff like that. But it IS cute :D haha. Totally heart shape! Sad that missed the outing with cass, chingying and siow they all :( hope they had fun (and horny?)! XP soyupp,, here’s a pic of the lion that my sis had taken ><

p.s. i think this quote is really meaningful and touching too. "I offer my heart, entrust my soul and give my life to you." and it just means you entirely just trust a person, it's like woahh. impressive (:

YAY, i'm back again! :) one of the rare few times I'm blogging from my hp. Lazy to on comp XP okay, tmr's gonna be a long day for me. Gotta go collect my MSP scripts. Gahh, first paper i'm gonna collect. Should i be feeling nervous? Coz that's a sign that i care about this subject ;D and i'm kinda surprised by how i reacted to the phy paper. I actually felt really scared that i could feel tears welling up my eyes. :x but frankly, i have long made the decision not to depend on phy for GPA liao.

YET, i still mugged really hard for it. YET, i will still feel really sad for my phy grade if i don't get what i wanted. It's just quite puzzling. And nope, it's not coz of my parents. They know my phy isn't that good. So what was it? O.o still trying to figure that out ><

so as for tmr, hope my crap compo turned out well! Talking to linmin before msp exam really worked! :D i rmb how she kept saying 'anjing' and 'ayam' that day and boomz. I wrote about anjings in my compo and the compre passage was about some girl who got chased by a mother ayam XP and ooh, even tandas came out. LOL. Hope tmr turns out fine :D

Haha, i finished spy glass but i felt a little happy yet sad with her decision. Lol, she didn't choose what she was used to doing but rather smt new. So haha, cool yet 'huh' a little unexpected. As usual loved the book! Hope that her nxt series will come out soon >< Can't wait for it! :D

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A person's action define who they are. It doesn't matter what he says or what he wishes to do. It all comes down to...

what he sacrifices.

Haha, as part of my promise that I will blog more often, I am blogging again LOL.. hmmm so for the past 2 days have been going around shopping with my family. Haven’t done so in quite a while with all the mugging and stuff >< finally got some time to do stuff that I really want :D and OMG, I’m like 3/4 done with spy glass and gahh, I don’t wanna finish that book so quickly D: I really love the writing style, never fail to impress me each time I read the book and this time it was no different. OMGGG, IT’S JUST SUPER CUTE esp the dialogue between characters 8D

Alright, so what am I doing now? Smt really weird. Researching on tour packages for my family. Okay I know, we are pretty fail, now then start searching but really, we are all busy people. Like EOYS, and for my sis PSLE. Parents always busy so yeah >< up to me? but at least I get to choose where I wanna go LOL. suddenly feel like going to Disneyland again after my malay EOYS oral and I was talking about it. But nahh, don’t feel like going to the one in USA as it would be pretty cold and after coming back from Shanghai which is about 8 to 16 degrees also XP

So maybe should go Hong Kong? And this holidays I’m quite busy too. need come time with myself to just slack at home and do nuts. LOL. haven’t really included hw in my plans yet. That can wait. As usual since it’s like YEAR END HOLIDAYS leh. Not june holidays, so sorry hw, you are not going to be my top priority ;P

And yeah, went to cut my hair today! hmmm, i think it should look kinda different as compared to my old hairstyle (as said by my mom -.-) LOL, shorter fringe and the back? idk coz can't really see XP hope it's nice! :D OOH, the new blogskin. Don't worry,I haven’t forgot about it. :D

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“You’re right, I can’t stop fate. But the only thing I can do is to stay one step ahead of her.”

Haha, today was generally a great day, most of the stuff happened made me happy :D firstly, I guess math was alright and haha, should be okay larh (: after math, went to kbox with mildred and chin! Damn fun, was chatting all the way and omgg, how I really miss us as in like us talking together everyday last year when we went home on 196 together >< but haha, this year was not bad too. really :D okay, I know by saying how much I miss chinhui will surely cause her to be all egoistic but nvm. She has heard her fair share of Smart Sabbie 5 people equal to one (sabbie :D) hahahaha.

Okay, so some of the epic stuff we have done today. Firstly, while eating lunch, we suddenly talked about chongchong (perhaps coz of my hand action ><) and mildred and I were like trying to “explain” to her what it means. Coz it was sort of like a public place and saying “SPERM” out loud wasn’t such a nice thing, so we were like describing the thing to her.

“uhh, you know the thing with the flagella looking thing In the human body”
“ooh OOH. You know suddenly what I thought of? I thought the tail was called cilia.”
OMG CHIN. Hahahaha, and then afterwards I was saying “HUH, the next thing you will say is that they are found in the windpipe -.- imagine how they got there larh”
Either chin/mildred replied: “NO, it will never be found there. At most in the esophagus only”
HAHAHAHA, HORNY ^^

So afterwards went kbox, sang, talked crap and haha, and did epic stuff like acting according to the tune of the song (haha, chin reminds me of a male singer feiyuqing and I think she would most probably kill me for posting this :P the way she sings very like him lehh :)

OOH. And I actually thought the song 好久不见 by 5566 was some chinese new year song. EPIC I know >< coz I always here it during chinese new year only (when my cousins sing it -.- and it really sounded so CNY! Really! Don’t believe go look at the lyrics (?) HAHA FAIL :D then went to bedok on 40 which I have never sat that bus before. Talked more. Went home. Dinner to celebrate end of EOYS. and now I’m here (:

YES. I’M FINALLY ABLE TO READ SPY GLASS. LATER. SO GONNA SPAM READ (: Haha, the book I have been putting aside for the past few days after my sis got it for me. gahh, such a torture lorh D: nvm larh, just glad I’m free again! I will try to blog as much as possible though I think the next thing I would be busy with is the shanghai project thingo >< AND I’M GONNA CHANGE SKIN FOR BLOGGIE. <3 Gonna find a nice one (:

<3 wedding dress by taeyang! heard it today in kbox and in love with it now. song's very sad though D:

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Though it’s pretty sad to know that such a decision has been made and I’m quite sure I would be badly affected by it, but maybe I should spare a thought for those who got hit worst. And I should stop complaining. And move on. :D