haiz.. last day of so call enjoyment wifout worries lerh.. 2mr getting back results lerh marhx.. it realli depends if u are getting realli HAPPY aka over the moon or DEVASTATED aka feel like u have gone to hell or smt. yup. but i guess MOST ppl will be feeling neutral coz they did well in sum and did badly for lesser percentage of the EOY? or sum ppl will probably juz heck care frm wad i noe of larh ;) i can say dat a FAIRLY high amt of ppl are quite [i shall be guai n not say SUPER larh.. quite bad?] competitive in dis sch larh... serious. like u can probably hear 'i wanna win dis so n so' or 'i muz not lose to blah blah blah' n have ald taken it as norm? a little weird 4 sum but i guess it comes to ADAPTING. if u always hear the ppl around u say smt like dat, i guess dat u wud grow to become NEUTRUAL to these things or perhaps even BECOME like them, huh? i dunno why but i suddenly like the topic on optimism n bout being a pilot larh! so an e.g is dat if the ppl around u are all pilots, wud u be sum1 realli le guan aka optimistic? the chances are like so damn little as even IF u r 1 b4 u 'join' the 'occupation' hanging out wif the 'pilots' which their personalities are ald 'pilotic'. dun u tink you will change to be 'pilotic' too? in order for u to EVEN communicate wif them marhx... so sumtimes peer pressure does count huh? dun ya tink? when ur friends are all like dat, won't u be like dat or at least FEEL like being like them? sounds a little chim here larh.. SO, the conclusion is dat being in such a sch wif so many competitive ppl, i can gladly/sadly [u choose for urself] tell u dat u wud soon become 1 of them. unless u R ald 1. but i guess many ppl juz UNKNOWINGLY fall into dat 'competitive' category. dun tell me dat u nvr ever wanted to win sum1? even other ppl frm other schs like for e.g. in sum competition? its realli rare if u r such a person. coz i can boldly tell u dat, NO. I'M NOT SUCH A PERSON. xD