whoo! 2mr's shuqing's and jiajing's b'dae! 2 days later its mine and anyi's b'dae! 3 days later is ryan [milk's beloved ;p]b'dae! hehe. oh yeah, 2dae juz realised dat yulian had a lot of pretty nice songs actually.. played a game of guessing each other's songs and yeah, his earphones are damn hard to use larhx!! hai yo. den aft dat use mine den he said mine hard to use! -.- wad's the prob wif us lorhx.. xD milk was so neutral n both oso fine. dun like her larhx! found out frm jiechong dat last time she oso 闹过很多感情的! xD wah, still got ppl 求婚 to her b4 horh? wah! feel so tempted to go tagg at at her class blog.. but nvm larhx.. me so 心地善良！:p yulian ald go spamm lerh lorhx, plus me i tink the ppl there might juz kill us 算了!

hehe. yulian oso very funny leh! while waiting for him to finish present his cheer and go home together wif milk, him n cliques larhx.. damn funny sia! according to milk, jiechong was a prefect last time sia! den now.. being bullied like siao by yulian n the other ppl larhx! can't say they oso nvr play a part in it.. the vid was damn funny larhx! taken by adeline, a new gal i got to noe 2dae! :D got 1 vid bout yulian doing CPR on him.. OMG. dAMn funny larhx! den got 1 is jiechong like go act 自杀! wth larh.. now i noe why dou k made those remarks lorhx.. but i still tink its kinda 过分 though..

aft yulian came back, they went to bully junyou [the ryan guy.. hehe. finally got to noe his name! xD] go pull the door n wadeva. OMG. dat time i was drinking sia.. was damn funny larhx! almost choke lorhx! den milk was like, "ooi! u cannot choke leh! other ppl choke can, coz u can save, though i tink u will onli save me larhx.. [if u noe the henwich manoever (dno spelling larhx) u shd noe why i WUD not wan to save them.. but i guess i muz? if not they go 告 me den i mati lerh :p] coz u r the onli SJ de here!" LOL>< den i went to ask kaixiang.. coz he NP de.. tot he noe how treat marhx.. whu noes dno larhx! wah! "den i so 可怜 lorhx!" i rebutted milk! hehe. i noticed dat yulian n fwens bully each other so well becoz they 互相残杀 de lorhx! hai yo. yup. if u got a chance, u shd see them i tell u! its a show NOT to be missed! xD

TAGGED by jiaqi and yuqian! :D

Pick your birth month→ Strike out anything that doesn’t apply to you→ Bold the five-ten that best apply to you→ Copy to your blog→ Tag 10 people from your friends list.

1. Milk!
2. anythinnk! [kaixiang!]
3. chini!
4. xannie!
5. quekkie! [qyx]
6. yulian!
7. leech? oh well, nvm xD
8. pandai! [the wife, husband oso can larhx! xD]
9. ziyong? or desmond.. [milk's hubby(s)! :D]
10. hai yo, any1 whu feel like doing larhx! xD

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest.Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic. Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat [betul]. Loves those who loves them [betul]. Loves to take things at the center[ehh, wad's dat? dno larh.. xD]. Inner and physical beauty [hmm.. shall not be zi kua bout dis larhx! xD]. Lies but doesn’t pretend [o.0 like whu doesn't lie? so betul larhx!:]. Gets angry often [maybe? when milk bullies me :p]. Treats friends importantly [duh! betul! :]. Always making friends [yup. hehe. i <3 socializing! :D]. Easily hurt but recovers easily [betul]. Daydreamer [yup. esp when stoning! :p]. Opinionated [yup. esp rebutting! xD]. Does not care of what others think [salah! i care actually A LOT.]. Emotional [hmm.. at times? not as bad as yulian larhx! :]. Decisive [betul.]. Strong clairvoyance [o.0 testing vocab saya arhx? dunno wad it means larhx.. lazy go check dict xD]. Loves to travel [yup. betul! :], the arts and literature [NO WAY. i HATE lit. i HATE art too. they suck. :p]. Touchy and easily jealous [touchy? maybe. jealous? duh. whu doesn't get jealous? NOT ME.]. Concerned [yeah. betul! concerned bout a lot of things..:]. Loves outdoors [betul! better den sitting in class listen to teachers crap! xD]. Just and fair [betul! like when yulian bullies ppl! xD]. Spendthrift [hmm.. maybe a little? u shd go ask milk actually ;]. Easily influenced [betul. i realli care bout wad others think xD]. Easily loses confidence [NO. SALAH. u shd go ask milk lorh, such a zikua, zilian person like me? lose confidence? maybe larhx.. xD]. Loves children [wah? dunno larhx.. but they are pretty comel! [cute :]:].

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

wow. ytd was so damn tired when got home lorhx.. SJ training was.. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ i shall not say it out larh. i guess its onli meant for myself. no 1st aid so i guess the better part was footdrill? LOL>< learnt ke blakang during drill n kaixiang n 'ryan' guy told me they learnt it long long ago -.- [they r frm NP n are yulian gd fwens? though he always bully them larh.. xD sry for calling dat guy 'ryan' coz they do look the same? the height at least.. like wad i told milk larh! xD]i always lagg or smt but in the end, i tink i was kinda gd at least. sumtimes, i am realli glad wif myself for having such gd 随机应变 skills lorh! when i lag, i guess i realli 随机应变 till damn gd lorh! like u can't even spot the mistake! xD or at least if u 心不在焉 for a while den u won't spot larh![unless u keep staring at me every second? -.-] yeah. n thk goodness i'm not dose so bad in stamina n stuff.. lucky ytd PT was running based n it wasn't quite a big prob for me larh.. coz u noe, aft all my 2.4 was NOT bad. [dun wan be zi kua lerh larh!:] but i noe dat my dear yuqian was like almost dying larh.. sad. so ytd my response was a little better larh.. coz running.. i tink onli milk wud noe why! xD aft dat went home wif pandai's fwens, yulian's friends and of coz milk! was damn funny. those in band, CO said dat they were FREEZING. coz air con remote no batt.. den i told them i was SWEATING like crazy. den milk said we wud have gladly exchanged position for a while larh? lol>< on the MRT, i can realli see dat yulian was damn 'musically inclined' [according to wad jiaying said larh.. but to me, its more like GILA. u noe he tied pandai's string onto the bar of the MRT train and started playing 'chopsticks' n if u have common sense, its so obvious dat NO SOUND IS COMING OUT. wth larh.. den he still play till so 尽情 dat the whole train stare at us.. OMYTIAN. hope no wuliao person go take pic of us den send to our sch sia.. if not we all MATI lerh! n pandai was totally fooled by me! i was like THESE things [shall not say wad thing coz its so damn bad larh.. clue: smt to do with SJ de larh]is 'bodoh' one, not pandai! den she started saying ya ya! so actually, i'm trying to say dat THESE things were stupid, not for her 1 larh! den she misinterpret it till these things are stupid, not smart -.- so [if u r pandai enough xD]she was actually admitting dat she was PANDAI! :D lol jiaying, better be more careful nxt time. i'm more 狡猾 den u can tink! [n eloquent too! i play wif wrds! :]xD

p.s. i <3 JENO. i <3 besties!
p.p.s. thk u yihxi for helping me write my SJ journal.. it enlightened me on how i can make my journal more creative! :D
p.p.p.s sad dat ah chua's leaving GSPS to RSS [来杀死他，acoording to yulian! xD OMYTIAN. milk is so going to kill me/him when she sees dis.. xD]
LASTLY..
p.p.p.p.s. yulian, dun be too sad for not becoming an SC. we reali tried our best to help u lerh lorh.. :( perhaps nxt yr? look at the bright n not the bleak [milk, rmb urs?]! xD

yay!! jeno won 2dae!! so nice! it was a close match actually.. started out wif a draw.. den BELLANCA lead by 2 points.. wasn't dat gd larh! i tink they played pretty rough larh! started crashing into ppl, snatching balls.. yeah, so if JENO wasn't dat xiong n ACCOMODATE to them, i guess we wud have lost. i tink all the players played damn well 2dae lorhs! i was cheering for sarah n yup. she was gd! n i <3 yihxi too! she was like damn cool larh! her cheers realli made the teachers, mainly: ms ngau, mr ng, ms teng, mr lee, ms lee, ish IMPRESSED/ SHOCKED. :o her voice was like damn sharp n cheers realli raised the players morale!((: like '1J, ITS OK!', '[person whu scored] yi ji bang! hao qiu zai lai yi ge!' and '1J we have ULTIMATE faith in u!' >< still rmb the grp cheer 'JENO JENO JENO, ACE ACE ACE' :D she oso made 3 or 4 teachers support us like mrs chin, mr ng, ms kiw n ish? the onli ppl dat wasn't impressed but pissed was BELLANCA. but yihxi said she didn't mind a few more enemies! xD aft 1/2 of the match, ann was being pushed and sprained her ankle. OMG, but she was damn pro larh! sprain lerh ankle still so gd! but den BELLANCA tot dat she injured [so cannot play well] and the WD and C went to guard the WA [mabel] till damn wad larh! dat's a big mistake. though she was injured, she still played very well! so IMBA! :D causing them to win them. n i tell u, they block till damn wad de lorhx till foul a few times. but in the end, WE WON!! 14:10 ((: we were damn happy but some of BELLANCA's players was like crying lorh, saying ms lee bias! wth larh.. den aft the match yihxi called mr zein, coz he couldn't come as he had EXAMS. he went, 'wow! congrats! this shows that JENO isn't juz gd at class cleaniness but oso in sports n games! juz keep up the gd work of class cleaniness n sum other competitions for a few days n i'm sure JENO will OWN the class league!' wow. i was liked shocked.. didn't expect to hear him say dat! 1st, 1st, 1st!! too bad yulian's team of bball did not come in top lorhx.. but nvrtheless they were the onli class which bball n netball both got top 4 positions! xD their match of 3rd or 4th position was damn competitive too! they won by 1 point onli! n i happen to saw the last goal which was shot by the GA OUTSIDE THE SEMICIRCLE. omg. i tink dat's damn pro lorh!! or perhaps chance? a lot of teams say 1D netball team played very rough.. well, not so sure bout dat since JENO nvr kenna injury by them larh. xD

p.s. i tink ms poh send de email damn overboard larh! coz she wans those whu failed maths in 1G n 1J to redo all their hot pots! :o n instead of juz sending email to dose ppl, SHE SENT IT TO THE 2 CLASSES. it like actually telling ppl dat, 'HEY, DIS PPL FAILED THEIR MATHS U NOE.' though i did not fail maths EOY, but i still feel a little not fair to dose ppl larh! haiz.. but no point crying over spilled milk, according to quek yuxin. but nvrtheless..

OMG. i passed my malay oral sia!! and i was like, SHOCKED. well, for the reading, i got the dunno wad 'generasi' wrong and i read 2001 as 2001 lorh.. as expected. t-w-o t-h-o-u-s-a-n-d a-n-d o-n-e. yeah. i guess at dat point of time, it came to me NATURALLY to say dat instead of dua ribu satu? at least i tink its better to speak in english den say it wrongly in malay? some ppl, i heard, said dua ratus satu -.- well, n of course, there was SO little annotations and even wifout the comments i noe it myself.. but i knew i had a lot of facial expressions! xD i still rmb dat the wrds were damn freakingly long and yeah. everytime i stumbled or smt i tink i wud mouth a 'wth' or raise a brow.. smt like dat larh! but guess wad? yulian failed reading. but i guess anyone's conversation wud be better den me larh! if u referred to my previous posts.. yup. so overall he was better den me larh! actually, heard frm wanlun dat RGS MSP oral [she oso frm MSP marhx -.-] is like they ask u IMAGINE u r at a place [in sch] and ask u walk to another place [in sch ] larh... so its like easier i tink coz i dun tink u can ever get out of point?!? and its like u juz nid memorize the diff places in sch, wad will u see [posters etc] and up, down , left , right, stairs.. smt like dat larh! juz now when milk, chin and i were in the MRT, we were like discussing which are the places dat are the easiest to go larh and how to get out of point! >< den i told them ah ya, hall to parade square larh!

if u were those type of norm ppl, take the stairs and go foyer.. blah blah of coz take long time n more diff larh! so i told them, walk straight, till u reach the railing, den JUMP DOWN. so simple rite? even chin oso noe, melompat bawah!! xD and den we all started laughing like siao! 'maybe we can oso contin ue saying dat u might break ur legs and arms!' 'ah ya, u lucky u break ur legs onli lorhs!' 'yeah, even luckier break ur backbone!' 'ah ya, break leg very bad leh! juz say sprain ankle onli larh!' den chin concluded saying dat die better! i rebutted her saying dat 'why now die??? rmb wad ms poh said? die oso muz die b4 EOY! now u hav survived still go die?' den her ans made us laughed even more lorhs 'yah horh! maybe i die b4 nxt yr's EOY!!' xD so i guess we were pretty noisy 2dae on the train larh.. den continued wif compo.. told her i got 29 and very happy coz its cikgu noorizan mark de.. den milk said ish is more lenient? dunno larh.. den chin said its very gd lerh, continued saying dat she get 5 mrks oso got prob lerh! she gave e.g of describing her hp! say she wud write in point form!
-merah
-rectangle
- got a lot of button
-boleh bermain muzik
-boleh sms dan call

yeah.. smt like dat larh!! was damn funny lorHx! den compre.. quite ok larh.. got like 17/34? milk failed though.. so out of the 3 of us, i was the oonli 1 whu didn't fail for any components larh! n in the end, results was.. milk and i B and yulian C. sad lorhs.. but me n yulian dun nid MSP to replace geog or hist ba.. both if us got A for both.. so yeah.. i dun tink i wud wan a B? LOL>< style="font-weight: bold;">A perfect square' so moz of us juz gave 1 which is 169 and juz omitted the 2nd 1! so kenna minus 1/2 mk larh! but den u see, A grammatically means 1, so.. all/ most of us were like complaining like siao larh! n in the end, WE WON! yay! den dis made milk even more pek chek coz 59+1/2 means she got 59.5!! so she onli nid 1/2 more mark sia!! so yulian n i were like helping her search like siao like dat larh! in the end, we found i ques which got a 'p' den tink she got wrong marhx.. so go tell ab larh. in the end, she told us sacarstically? 'actually, u got this ques correct u noe.. onli if u get 0 for dat ques den u dun get the P! so u wan me minus the P and minus mrks for dat ques instead?' so was like very funny larh! n i tell u, my Ps are the most worth it.. coz they will like minus up to 2 mrks for Ps and each P is worth 1/2 mark.. so i knew i wud have the P so i gave up writing units n guess wad? other den constructing figures n the 1st page, EVERY OTHER PAGE HAD A 'P'!! xD so cool lorh! dat's why i told yulian dat my Ps are more worth it den urs coz he got 4 and zhao yang minus 2 mrks, while i got like more den 10? but oso minus 2 mrks larh! :P heck care larh.. guess i will post up my results another day! too long lerh dis post! :D

haiz.. last day of so call enjoyment wifout worries lerh.. 2mr getting back results lerh marhx.. it realli depends if u are getting realli HAPPY aka over the moon or DEVASTATED aka feel like u have gone to hell or smt. yup. but i guess MOST ppl will be feeling neutral coz they did well in sum and did badly for lesser percentage of the EOY? or sum ppl will probably juz heck care frm wad i noe of larh ;) i can say dat a FAIRLY high amt of ppl are quite [i shall be guai n not say SUPER larh.. quite bad?] competitive in dis sch larh... serious. like u can probably hear 'i wanna win dis so n so' or 'i muz not lose to blah blah blah' n have ald taken it as norm? a little weird 4 sum but i guess it comes to ADAPTING. if u always hear the ppl around u say smt like dat, i guess dat u wud grow to become NEUTRUAL to these things or perhaps even BECOME like them, huh? i dunno why but i suddenly like the topic on optimism n bout being a pilot larh! so an e.g is dat if the ppl around u are all pilots, wud u be sum1 realli le guan aka optimistic? the chances are like so damn little as even IF u r 1 b4 u 'join' the 'occupation' hanging out wif the 'pilots' which their personalities are ald 'pilotic'. dun u tink you will change to be 'pilotic' too? in order for u to EVEN communicate wif them marhx... so sumtimes peer pressure does count huh? dun ya tink? when ur friends are all like dat, won't u be like dat or at least FEEL like being like them? sounds a little chim here larh.. SO, the conclusion is dat being in such a sch wif so many competitive ppl, i can gladly/sadly [u choose for urself] tell u dat u wud soon become 1 of them. unless u R ald 1. but i guess many ppl juz UNKNOWINGLY fall into dat 'competitive' category. dun tell me dat u nvr ever wanted to win sum1? even other ppl frm other schs like for e.g. in sum competition? its realli rare if u r such a person. coz i can boldly tell u dat, NO. I'M NOT SUCH A PERSON. xD

1/3 no junjou na kanjou
[1/3 true feelings]

Kowareru hodo aishitemo[even if my love reaches the breaking point]

San bun no ichi mo tsutawaranai
[you may only realize 1/3 of my feelings]
Junjou na kanjou wa karamawari[my true emotions are just spinning on air]

"I love you" sae ienaideiru my heart[my heart cannot even say 'i love you']

Nagaku nemureani yoru ga kimi e no omoi[on the long, sleepless nights, the images of you]

Sore wa koi na n desu to sasayaku yo [it whispers 'this is love']
Tomedonaku katari nakeru yureru kodou wa[continuous shaking speech moves you to tears]Binetsu majiri no tameiki e to kawaru
[changes into a slight fever mingled with a sigh]
Give me smile and shine days
[give me a smile and shine my day]

Kimi no smile de [with your smile]

Itetsuku yoru no samusa mo Good koraerareru[i can withstand the frozen night]

Kowareru hodo aishitemo
[even if my love reaches the breaking point]

San bun no ichi mo tsutawaranai[you may only realize 1/3 of my feelings]
Junjou na kanjou wa karamawari[my true emotions are just spinning on air]
"I love you" sae ienaideiru my heart[my heart cannot even say 'i love you']

Mannatsu no ame no you ni kawaita suhada
[like rain in the middle of summer]

Uruosu kimi no egao ga mabushikute
[the dry bareness moistens and your smile is bright]

Give me smile and shine days, kyuu ni sumasanaide
[give me a smile and shine my days, don't look prim so suddenly]

Donna ni konnan de nankan na kabe mo koeru kara[because we can overcome anything that can stand in our way]

Dore dake kimi wo aishitara[whoever you love]
Kono omoi todoku no darou[the images will reach them?]
Mitsumerareru to ienai[don't say you can't find them]
Kotoba ga chuu ni mau[your words are dancing in space]
Hanarereba hanareru hodo[the further apart we are]
Itoshii hito da to kizuku[the more it hurts the person you love]
Motomereba motomeru hodo ni[the more i chase the images]
Setsunai kyori wo kanjiteru my heart[the more my heart feels the cruel distance between us]

Give me smile and shine days[give me a smile and shine my days]
Give me smile and nice days[give me a simle and my day would be nice]
Moshimo kono ude de kimi to dakishime-aeta nara[if only we could meet in an embrace]
Dore dake kimi wo aishitara[whoever you love]
Kono omoi todoku no darou[the images will reach them?]
Yume no naka de wa tashikani [if only you had said so]
Ieta hazu na noni[in your dreams]
Kowareru hodo aishitemo[even if my love reaches the breaking point]

San bun no ichi mo tsutawaranai
[you may only realize 1/3 of my feelings]
Junjou na kanjou wa karamawari[my true emotions are just spinning on air]"I love you" sae ienaideiru my heart[my heart cannot even say 'i love you']
My heart...
[my heart...]

this is the lyrics of the song! and the translated version too larh! i seriously did not noe dat the song was bout love or anything till 2dae when i saw the translated version.. o.0 quite nice still larh! thks to http://www.imeem.com/kayiee1015 and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_IWnquNBB6w ! :D

p.s. i dun learn jap as my 3rd lang.. so pls DO NOT blame me for translating error! coz i juz c&p 1 horh! xD

whoo! i <3 JENO! we r in the finals sia! either 1st or 2nd position! omg. but i have the confidence dat we are able to win champion de larh! rite jeno? u have the spirit, u have the power, lastly, U HAVE US, the jeno-ians faith in u! :D oh yeah, the NEW song i tink, is in japanese larh.. while watching my nice anime i came across this song, and i tink its damn nice lorh! i <3 the music! not egpytian btw.. xD though i noe lijun n i <3 the egyptian 'myth' a lot, but yeah. hehe. sure reminds me of sum siixone times, yeah? hehe. fond memories to think of.
starting a new journey may not be so hard
or maybe it has already begun
there are many paths,
but they share the same sky-
one sky.
one heart.
yup. dat's a nice line though. adopted frm kingdom hearts! muz give reference if not later PLAGERISM. oh yeah, i was reading sum maths stuff juz now [juz happen to onli larh! dun say saya sangat rajin or wadsoeva]. it was the comments on our 1st journal writing assignment! den ms poh was like, "many of you wud have gotten a 0 for having plagerised BUT i have decided to allow you to use this as a LEARNING EXPERIENCE and shall not consider them in ur grades." ok, when u read till here, u may find dat its a gd thing BUT aft reading the nxt i dun tink u will feel the same. "just this time so dat i need not be so 'linient' in my marking. take it as my CNY gift to u" wah seh! its damn ironic larh! yeah, n this piece of assignment was done rite b4 CNY ba.. in case u wonder xD

hah! i rock. i managed to change a so called those type of love love type of skin into MY OWN. hahahaha. IN UR FACE, che zi[milk]! see ur che zu so li hai! xD sum more it makes more sense! in case u dun geddit horh, its like "love stories" mean stories of me, friends and family. LOL>< but see, thks to my TPC, and adobe photoshop [not to 4get my skills larh xD]! me so zi kua! :p at 1st i wanted to go and find the brush and edit the whole phrase but den couldn't larh! dat website expire lerh lorh! den i tot of why so stupid? if cannot change the surroundings, make the whole meaning change for u larh! -.- seems a little chim but yeah. why bother to change the surroundings when it is easier for u to MAKE the SAME surrounding change for u by juz adding sum little things? hehe. well, i am happy though. later u shall go and attach the screenshot of the original skin ba. den maybe u shd get a better idea on how i realli MOSTLY changed the meaning of the thing? netball was pretty fun. i tot of how glad i am to be able to play for JENO even it is juz for a game? at least i get to represent marhx! we won the 2 games 2dae! but realli, i tell u larh, i am SO not fit to play WA. i seriously cannot larh! chin says i shd play those dat can run 1 coz i run very fast -.- anyways, its ok even though they might want others to play my role larh! coz i tink dat being able to represent my class is already an honour larh! n i'm so afraid dat my old injury will oso come haunt me larh.. so muz be XTRA careful larh! jyjy JENO. muz win inter class horh! <3 YA LOADS. n yeah, 2dae i actually predicted wad dat teacher was going to say during morning assembly u noe? even b4 the parade started, i was like telling milk, chin n xan dat she is bound to comment on our attire de! so true enough larh! xD but actually, when my leg was injured dat time, she was the FIRST teacher to qalify under the 'nice' column sia! so yeah, i cannot BRING myself to be bad to her larh! according to milk's and my theory? haven't put any song yet coz can't find the song which i am looking for! T.T still searching hard.. PPL, I HAVE COMPLETED MY 1ST TASK! YAY! :D random. xD
OrIgInAl!((:

OMG. I <3 myself. I survived the EOYs. First, let me start by congratulating all of u, on ur survival of this ordeal!! Tahniah! Not takziah horh! Haven’t receive back results yet so cannot say dat yet larh :p for now, let’s juz concentrate on HOW to enjoy urself, WHAT to reward urself, WHEN to stop studying [erm.. shd stop lerh larh! xD FYI, I seriously went to reformat my brain lerh lorh! Now u ask me anything bout geog, hist or wadsoeva, I totally like CANNOT answer! Serious! I will go like “huh? Wow. I didn’t noe I knew dat? xD”] WHY to slack, WHERE to go and enjoy, WHO to spend ur time wif and lastly WHICH thing u shd do 1st!! hehe. For me, the 1st thing I gonna do is change me skin!! :D which I will be going to do VERY soon! Like a few mins later? xD anyway, juz concentrate on enjoying urself larh :D 2dae I had a fantastic day wif my fwens! Too bad cannot go class outing to chalet.. T.T went wif pandai jiaying, yuqian, my dear jacq jacq, jiaqi, Janice, the girl which looks like weiling?[dunno her name larh!], my dear che zi and of coz WANLUN!! She’s frm RGS larh.. pro pro 1 oso! Last time saw her June lorh and finally get to see her again!!((: I’m so happy! Her school 2dae got marking day, so sch hols for her larh.. actually, I feel glad dat I’m in DHS larh.. tink there are oso many ms poh’s there lorh! Their heuristic oso damn diff 1 leh! N wad’s more, MSP IS COUNTED IN GPA. *heave a huge sigh of relief* imagine, MSP being included in my GPA. I tink I might juz quit. Serious. Look at my oral!! FOR GOD’S SAKE, COMMON SENSE TELLS ME DAT I WILL SURELY DIE. Haiz.. but anyway, I better be weary, coz ms poh say cannot ever say dat u get fail or will get 0 marks! If not scully she find till the 49th mark den dun mark lerh sia!! *shivers* den 0 she even happier! Dun even mark! So I told milk dat shd tell her get 100! So she wud find for the 100th mark n I can guarantee dat she can nvr finish marking MOST [shall be a gd gal n not say “all”] ppl EOY paper lorh! Hehe. Really wad? Unless sum pandai person, larh, score 100! *stares wif envy* hehe. For the past 12 days, I really wanted or maybe at least tried to be a pandai person. Juz like wad I told pandai jiaying dat now every1 snatching frm u sia! ;) wah, 2dae I saw so many ppl in TM sia! Esp seniors! Milk was damn funny lorh! Coz while we were getting off the train at pasir ris I told her dat I saw stoner!! Coz I was stoning in the train marhx! Den I went, “wad if I tell u dat I’m seeing the real stoner arh? [erm.. her very nice erhu senior larh! But gotta admit, HE DOES LOOK STONE. No offence horh :] den whu noes, coz I was juz looking at a bunch of yr 3s marhx, den I was like “there! he’s there lorh!” actually at dat time, it was meant to be a joke n yeah. But in the end, IT ACTUALLY TURNED OUT TO BE THE STONER!! Omg. I was like, SHOCKED. Milk went, STONED. xD hehe. “shuo dao cao cao, cao cao jiu dao!” in english meaning speaking of the devil larh! xD so was like damn funny! Spent a lot of quality time wif wanlun n milk 2dae larh! Damn lots of fun! <3 ya ppl. <3 ya world. <3 ya my life! I feel damn enthu now lorh! Luckz JENO 2mr for interclass! Muz win horh! :D hehe. Oh yeah, there’s a song writing competition for the DHS homecoming yeah. And the audition [smt like dat] is on Friday horh! N ppl like pandai jiaying shd go! She composes songs damn well lorh! Future composer in making :D erm.. yulian [whu has been recommended] shd go and try oso! :D yeah, n I’m not being biased.. I’ve got a feeling aft I post dis up, I will be replacing the real golden couple but nvm… LOL>< here’s the poster:
PoStEr:D((:

omg. i survived. left with maths onli! i believe i can do it for dat larh! xD hehe. haha. few more hours to freedom! whoo~! its less den 24 hrs! lalalalala later i will go do past yr papers AGAIN for revisions and perhaps ms poh's other sch's paper! hehe. i'm hardworking! lalalala not like milk lorh, SLACK. xD freedom, the one i look forward to! 2mr, i look forward to congratulating u on ur survival for the EOY! :D omg. dis few days of EOY is realli damn tiring sia.. been mugging, mugging AND MORE MUGGING. yeah. so there's realli no enjoyment in life if i continue like dis.. like whu wants?-.- LOL>< i can FINALLY do the things dat i have been longing to do! :D speaking bout dat, let's tok bout science paper larh! 2dae's science was alrite!((: lucky. LUCKY. there's onli 1 wrd i can say. u noe why? coz i onli study biao mian. and LUCKY, they didn't test so in depth if not, SAYA MATI LERH. for the past 3 days, have been studying for science like kee siao. and milk says i'm giving myself too much stress sia!xD but i guess dat's the onli way for sum1 to improve? if u have no driving force, wad's there for u to improve may i ask? like u will juz continue hecking care and yeah.. so there will be no work done. so my driving force i guess, is stress. i dun tink i will realli put in dat much effort if i dun tink the bad way like "wad if come out like dis huh? den i dunno how answer sia! so i muz go learn! xD" so again, it comes to the pessimistic and optimistic part. maybe in dis case its better to be the pilot huh? dun ya tink...
p.s. being a pilot is juz a comparison. oh yeah, speaking bout pilots, i dun tink my ambition is to become 1-.- not like yulian? LOL>< anyways, my eyes are oso not perfect u noe.. got sum flaws! xD and pls, i HATE the topic bout ambition. so PLS try not to tok bout it! xD it rubs me in my <3!:(

2nd slack day! and the last too! sad. yeah. 2mr chinese marhx! den oso like got the xuan ci tian chong which is oso not frm the txtbk 1 lorh! so its like.. UNSTUDYABLE? unless u do practice which i am going to do so later xD plus 4 compre oso larh!>< oh yeah, i still rmb mr lee's reaction when we were taking our chinese paper 1 on monday! he was like: wah! paper 1 ald 2 hrs lerh arh? scary sia. hehe. so its so obvious dat HE'S NT GD AT CHINESE? or he wud have known. OR perhaps the standard was much lower at dat time? yeah. but i heard he's an LA teacher last time frm milk as he taught her cousin b4? maybe dat's why? but at least i prefer to write a chinese compo larh! at least I HAVE AMPLE TIME. yeah. compared to malay compo.. where i have 30 min? i dun tink i will even HAVE the time to check or even if i have, i oso dun tink me dat pandai or alert to spot the mistakes larh! xD oh yeah, my chinese compo: 4 pgs. malay compo? 1 pg oso dunno have anot larh! see the BIG difference? so damn obvious larh.. but den again, ppl will start reminding me dat: excuse me, U HAVE JUZ STARTED LEARNING MALAY FOR 9 MTHS ONLI LARH!! wad can u expect? oh well, actually, its bout choosing to think things in the OPTIMISTIC or the PESIMISTIC way larh.. everything revolves bout this 2 wrds.. but den again, dun be too OPTIMISTIC or u wud become NOT practical n dun be too PESIMISTIC oso larh! later too emo den xiang wai sia! yeah. there's one funny joke dat a pilot shd be pesimistic as he nids to see small mistakes as HUGE ones so dat u have a sense of security? imagine a pilot saying 'nvm' when a wing of the plane is broken? o.0 hehe. get wad i mean lerh larh! xD

OMG. whOO! i'm feeling so relieved sia! my 2 subjects which i seriously fear and is giving me the lost stress [rank no. 2 aft malay larh xD] ITS FINALLY OVER!! OMYTIAN!! yay! well, i getting a little too happy larh xD nxt 2 days are slack days [coz LA n chinese both compre. wad do u expect me to do? memorize all the passages in the world? milk says dat even if i did if the passage was written by the teachers? yeah. but dun wry, i will do sum practice larh! break now marhx! xD] b4 the science which damn stress larh! my definition of geog, hist n science [in case u didn't noe] is: A TEST OF THE NUMBER OF BRAIN CELLS IN MY BRAIN N WHETHER THEY ARE WORKING WELL ANOT!! not bad ba? my definition xD oh yeah, i forgot! same goes for malay!! xD hehe. speaking bout malay, 2day milk damn wad lorh! she give warning rite, a little erm.. lag 1 leh!! ppl give warning when maybe dat person is like 10m away but she leh? 500cm dunno have anot? [pls, as a practice for maths, DO THE CONVERTING URSELF!! dun tell me u dunno how to do OR ELSE U SURELY DIE 1!! unless u wanna use algebra? which i dun tink its realli possible or even it is, U R LAME.x] yeah. we were at the popular bkshop in sch. milk suddenly went "ish ISh ISH!!" at dat time, i dunno why i so lagg larh.. i tot ish wad ish? tot she asking me smt larh! n plus dat time, my dear yihxi was making me so damn impatient as she was like "shd i buy?? SHD I BUY??" haiz.. n my dear pandai jiaying n company is waiting for me lerh larH! so i went "ish wad ISH?!?" den i turned. u guess whu i saw? THE REAL ISH. shuacks. on top of dat, there was oso yihxi's reaction. coz although she got's milk's 'warning' of 'ish' she didn't expect him to come so quickly.. yeah. so u could guess the reaction larh! yup. resulted in.. ish tinking dat we were bad mouthing him -.- den there was the cashier there n she asked "why they see u so excited 1 arh?" OMG. it sounded so damn wrong larh!! haiz... thks man. so the note of the day: PLS GIVE A PROPER WARNING. and make sure it is understandable ALL the time and at ALL conditions. see, the wrd "all" is in caps! xDD
p.s. OMG. i can't wait till EOY is over! i wanna do my song analysis on "the best damn thing", watch kingdom hearts and dian che nan and other shows!! xDD and yeah, i finally appreciated the presence of TPC? lol. esp when i'm not using it! T.T oh man, I WANNA CHANGE MY SKIN TOO! i found a super nice 1 lerh!! juz wait a moment k? i muz bear wif the temptations and GO STUDY-.-

phew. 3 down, 4 to go. kee siao! well, 2dae the subject which i was the most afraid of is finally over!! whoo. taking a half hour break now so come blog lorh.. later gong hist lerh! jyjy! well, 2dae's geog i tink lucky lucky can pass ba? yeah. oh well, at least when i read thru my answers i felt confident and compared to my malay oral i tink dat's the most screwed SO FAR, n i hope it remains at the MOST screwed or if it gets anymore screwed, SAYA AKAN MATI LERH. i will die! yup. dat's the translation. DIRECT. xD and stupid lorh, coz my downstair neighbour? move hse den dey doing renovation! damn noisy sia!!! n i still nid to tok to myself to study 1 leh! but den i dun tink i can even hear myself lorh -.- the stupid studyrm downstairs at my condo there being booked lerh!! shuacks. onli can book for friday sia!! T.T.T.T haiz.. n i tell u, when i study, ppl will seriously tink i gila 1! coz i will start toking to myself like sum sot sot person! e.g. my geog ytd: u see arh, why tropical climate is bcoz like singapore like dat, no season 1 lorh.. den oso zheng tian xia yu 1! oh yeah! oso can grow durian so diff argiculture and den all the trees chi de bao shui de hao so grow very tall larh! -.- n yeah, dat's how i will memorize my things! make them sound as funny as possible with diff annotations too! right milk? xD and i wanna gong hist!! jyjy! :D oh yeah, the wrd(s) dat saved my life! selamat maju jaya! yup. its for all of us((: we realli wan dat now! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

oh well, 1st day of EOY! still got erm.. 11 more days to go! haiz.. i guess i will have to study hard hard n EXTREMELY hard. hehe. LA was pretty diao 2dae larh.. both poems were a little erm.. yeah. dunno how describe larh! u go see urself. the one i did was forget the title lerh larh but the 2nd poem was "decomposition" bout sum beggar -.- mine was about war or smt like dat larh xD. yulian n pandai did the same ques as me too! n i felt relieved as many ppl were saying dat 1 was diff...T.T OMG, i seriously regretted studying for convo malay!!! TOTALLY. its like so damn easy larh! no wonder when i asked yulian he told me no nid study one lorh!! i suddenly regeretted it!! i could have spent dat 1 hr studying for geog instead -.- the questions are EVEN IN ENGLISH. e.g.: when u go to a "malay funeral" wad shd u say, "_______" den got 4 options larh!! wah seh. den i was like err... SHOCKED. UTTERLY SHOCKED. and yeah, dat happens to be under my second category of fav wrds :D oh yeah, FYI, in 1st cat are the wrds i use everyday and will NVR forget them even if i'm not in MSP anymore! like mati [die]!; pandai [how could i nt forget my dear jiaying], yeah. 2nd cat are the wrds which i use MOST of the time or i have a special way of memorizing them: tahniah [grats]!; taziah [condolences]!; fakir [bankrupt]!. hehe. they are gd wrds! anjing; tikus; kucing and kaya too!
oh yeah, to prove my theory of high intonations! u noe dat 2dae i took like 5min to finish convo malay paper larh den i was like so bored and nothing to do after checking n fell asleep. yeah. den there's 1 point where cikgu noorizan came in and wenxi started asking sum ques bout whether we r supposed to write the numbers or spell or smt like dat coz the instructions were rather unclear i admit but i dun realli bother to read instructions as u can see.. so i realli juz ASSUME :p at dat time i was actually sleeping larh and when she started speaking i was like "jumped" awake. even milk oso say so lorh! but den aft she say dunno wad we shd do I GOT EVEN CONFUSED. -.- but nvm.. common sense told me dat i have to translate larh.. yeah. and shit me lorhs! got careless mistake! i saw :"d" as "b" n of coz WROTE WRONG ANS LARH!! t.t.t.t nvm larh. so so so so so sry larh to myself n ish; but i guess 29/30 is oso counted as ac-ing th test unless i got sum other careless mistake larh! but i was realli so tired dat i fell asleep larh.. milk too. oh yeah, juz to let u noe, I HAVEN'T GOT SUCH AN EASY MSP TEST/QUIZ OR WADSOEVA B4. even my 1st test was diff. -.- compared to this larh! if onli MSP was half as easy as this i wud be very much CONTENTED. serious! n i'm sure dat i wud be more den happy too! :D
milk better <3 me a lot. ME HELPING HER DO MATHS HOT POTS HORH!! oh yeah, we had a gd time at lunch too! i guess me n milk realli rock each other worlds like ehh, i dun wanna use the cookie n milk comparison! its like so... DISGUSTING? lol>< oh yeah, erm.. che zi n che zu larh!! oh yeah! a better comparison will be PANDAI and JIAYING! rite? oh well, jiaying is going ot kill me when she see's this but nvm :D LUCKS FOR EOYS PPL!((:

ehh. juz got to noe dat my hist got 4th in class! whoo! but i juz missed the top by 5% larh T.T oh man, i noe ppl will surely "scold" me for being bu zhi zu for getting those type of marks n still complain. oh well, dat;s the onli way to improve :D guess i will have to jy for EOY((: oh yeah, me helping chin learn convo malay now.. she's oso complaining like siao sia.. but i guess if i wasn't in MSP i wud be facing the same prob larh.. so i'm pretty patient wif her :D dat's 1 gd point of going for MSP. :D hehe. oh yeah, do u agree dat u use the wrd "encik" everyday??? to greet teachers marh! n chinhui doesn't seem to get my hint -.- nvm.. oh yeah, science here! gtg lerh! n juz to let u noe, learning convo malay is a type of "motivation" to me larh.. coz its like so damn pissing to study the topic "cita-cita" larh! if u dunno why, pls refer to the post on 18 sept. yeah. so whenever i study dat convo malay, i will flip to dat topic n start getting worked up -.- so it will get me so energised dat the "sleepiness" frm me studying topics like geog n hist will go away :D so isn't dat a gd study method? study the topic dat will make u the most pek chek aka angry when u r so damn bored/ tired/ sleepy... but juz dun study it when u r emo-ing larh! will make u more emo larh! xDD
p.s i HATE CME. its such a waste of time -.-