Oh man. I screwed it totally 2dae. I feel so depressed. Demoralized. Wadeva u can tink of larh. The malay oral, fanghua and I was the lucky no 1. Hint, there’s any irony here in case u didn’t figure this out. Oh well, I SCREWED IT. DAMN. The passage was damn.. factual? Yeah, not even a single “saya” or “kamu” or wadeva larh.. chini’s fav words? AND I TELL U, THE WORDS ARE SO DAMN FREAKING LONG. IT CAN BE UP TO LIKE SO MANY SYLLABUS. Dead larh me. I was like so monotonous, n I stumbled larh.. I guess. Oh wait, its not a guess, IT’S A HOPE. Yeah. A FAT 1 THOUGH.
The convo part, was worse. Far more worse den u can ever tink. I tink even the so called “worse to worse case” marks dunno whether can qualify anot lorh… haiz.. the question was: discuss wif ur partner sumthing cita- cita. Den there’s another sentence saying _____ that u like. Guess wad? THE 2 MOST IMPORTANT WRDS. BOTH OF US DIDN’T GET IT. FREAK. PERKEJARAAN. I tot it was “subject” coz it really seemed like it.. n wad’s more, I knew I know cita- cita, juz dat… BRAIN BLOCK!! Arghs. So totally screwed it.. until when we were bout to end, I FOUND OUT DAT WE WEREN’T EVEN DISCUSSING BOUT THE QUES. I WENT _ _ _ _. Yeah. They asked us wad’s “perkerjaan’ and I went subject? They started pointing 2 themselves and said only cikgu. Actually it was a whole damn long list of wrds but in the moment of “excitement” I dun tink I can figure it out… “teachers are… OH SHIT. AMBITION.
And I shouted dat out loud.. oh well, the 2nd grp benefited frm it. But den, for me, I was like shit. My vocab sux like shit 1 lorh. Den they asked us continue. CONTINUE WAD??? Lol>< but still, I whispered? To fanghua saying he take teacher and I take doctor larh.. the only 2 things which happens to come into my mind at dat time. Den we crapped and I screwed again. I said I was a doctor coz I like animals =.= and I wanted to help them! How interesting… yeah, it was a vet’s job but nevertheless, u shd noe that I OBVIOUSLY DUNNO WAD’S A VET LARH! Pls lorh. So I managed to force out dat three sentences. A miserable 3~! T.T so yeah, at the last part, I rmb the “selamat maju jaya” frm yulian bout wishing u success or smt like dat n I used it. It made the teachers smile lah at least! N dat’s the end.
Aft dat, I cried when I got out. I felt so depressed! Oh man, OUT OF POINT LEH AKA离题! how much do u get when u liti? Fail. Mati. Oh man, I cried like AGAIN. Though I felt so depressed, demoralized, all the “d” larh… I felt lucky dat I have gd fwens. Milk, yulian, chini, shuqing, they all comforted me larh.. esp yulian whu “sacrificed” his convo malay bk for me… thks((: the worst thing dat I could ever find out was dat… THE STUPID CONVO MALAY BK HAS A CHAPTER ON “CITA-CITA” AND HAVE THE WORD “PERKERJAAN”. Freak. Damn. And he promised dat at the end of the year, he wud gimme his convo malay bk! Coz dat’s the 1st bk I saw with the damn words inside. I so emo now.. 2dae dun feel like doing anything lerh… have a lot of hw left coz of the revision I have done for the tests… yeah..
p.s if u noe me, I am not those really *ahem* relatively gentle type.. n I was those yah larh, sporty type larh.. recently, I found out dat I am becoming so called “weaker” and “weaker”… starting to cry more often sia… but dat’s not the prob, I’m crying not frm the stress frm hist. not frm geog too… but ITS MALAY. perhaps its because i have a gd command of irony for LA larh.. and my chinese isn't failing me too... dat's why i take failure too hard? when i debate wif ppl, the chances of me winning is actually quite high coz me rubutting skills sure rox! u can ask milk n yulian lorh.. even pandai jiaying aka mrs lee! ;)! so i realli can't take the fact larh.. Oh well, the 2nd time… wonder how long dis is going to last.. MUZ STUDY HARD FOR GEOG N HIST LERH LARH! Probably the last post b4 EOY larh.. jyjy!
p.p.s Milk and sis was like asking me maths ques lorh.. yeah, they tink I am the maths and science person larh which I agree to a great extend? LOL>.<