OMG. b4 in start on dat... 2MR'S EFA... wah seh, damn jing3 zhang1 sia... but again MUST HAVE CONFIDENCE!!!! found out smt 2dae, now i'm the onli miserable soul [dat;s wad ms poh always say "a few miserable souls"] in SJAB frm JENO. wow. but its ok. will still survive one larh :)) got a lot of squadmates n instructors n other seniors. yup. currently studying. REALLI STUDYING. actually maybe not. MEMORIZING? yup. acutally, dat's the first time i'm doing dis... last time was PSLE i rmb was memorizing compo [both eng n chinese], science [dose dunn wad stuff] n of coz maths [formulas]. wowz. dat time me tot P6 was the hardest times of ur life u cud ever get. w8 till i came to NOW. dun tink so lerh. maybe it gets just worse n worse. now u can nvr memorize evrything n EVERYTHING. or u probably die of brain damage? [hah, i noe dis, UNEQUAL PUPIL SIZE!] how long can my brain last frm memorizing? 2dae was just having a random convo wif milk n i told her dat i nided to delete stuff frm my memory to make more space for new 1s coz will be doing a lot of si3 zi4. n i dun mean very little. ITS A LOT FOR GOD'S SAKE. den she sayed i sounded like a memory card or some computer. n i tink it does make sense. our brain is just like a comp. better not break down 2mr or i will have to cry for the technician. whom i currently dunno who he/she/it is now. realli, i have NO idea....